Archive for the 'mental musings' Category

Happy Halloween!

Friday, October 31st, 2008

What are you doing?

Sitting around rationalizing why I’m not going to the Matadors show tonight

What do you feel?

I feel pretty good, about everything.

What do you want?

I don’t really want anything right now, I’m happy where everything is.

What do you avoid?

I’ve been avoiding letting people know that I now work at another printing company, but it’s gonna get out some time that I moved from the envelope place.

What do you expect?

I expect most people aren’t going to care.  I can, however, imagine what my former envelope boss has to say about it though!

October 24, 2008

Friday, October 24th, 2008

What are you doing?

Just got home from first week of work.   Getting ready to meet up with the girls from the evil tile company for dinner!

What do you feel?

I feel excited.  Work is going well and I’m picking things up quickly.  Tonight should be fun, lots of self-cooked food with people I haven’t seen in… probably about a year!

What do you want?

I want to be happy.  I think I’m truly getting there

What do you avoid?

My goal is to avoid stupidity.  I’ve worked at so many stupid companies I’m sick of it.

What do you expect?

I’m expecting that everything will work out in the end!  Here’s hoping!

October 17

Friday, October 17th, 2008

What are you doing?

Writing for www.bigrockfinish.com

What do you feel?

Nervous about my first day at work on Monday

What do you want?

To have this job last a long time and be a career, not just a place-holder

What do you avoid?

Stupidity

What do you expect?

I will find happiness soon.

September 24, 2008

Wednesday, September 24th, 2008

What are you doing?

Just finished dinner, about ready to go see Senor Kasio at Rancho Relaxo

What do you feel?

I feel okay.  Generally happy about life and the options open to me professionally and personally.

What do you want?

I want more direction.  A bit confused right now due to being unemployed.

What do you avoid?

I try to avoid confrontation, such as should I leave the employment field to go back to school?

What do you expect?

I expect to never really understand the answers to these questions!

September 17, 2008

Wednesday, September 17th, 2008

What are you doing?

Nothing, internet, TV

What do you feel?

Okay, I have an interview in 2 days.

What do you want?

I want a new job, or for EI to start paying me.

What do you avoid?

I avoid growing up.  I don’t want to do it.

What do you expect?

I think I am expecting to find a dream job soon.