Sleep is for the weak? No no no.. for me!
My sleeping has become all sorts of messed up and it’s somewhat driving me insane. I can’t figure out if it’s healthy or not, but I’m thinking if my body needs the rest, then sure why the hell not.
I’m now waking up before my 6:45am alarm, although I have zero desire to get out of bed until at least 7:30 so I sort of just keep dozing and turning off my alarm when it goes off. Or if it’s weekend, I’ll turn off the alarm at the first ring, and can sleep until about 9am when I finally get out of bed. The only cool part about this morning ritual is that I’m pretty in control of my dreams, more than once I’ve remembered where my dream left off, and went back to sleep to try & continue it or resolve the issue at hand.
I’ll also randomly fall asleep/pass out around 9 or 10pm while watching TV, and Sunday night this made me wake up around 1am not able to sleep, and awake until past 2am until I finally fell back asleep again. What makes Sunday even worse is the fact that I was having hour or two hour long naps in the middle of the day because… well I had nothing better to do.
I’m awake throughout the day which is pretty decent, but by around 8 or 9pm I really am getting quite tired. Not exactly sure what it’s all about but I could totally be falling asleep at that hour, and I don’t want to. I already have very little of a social life, and I feel like more of that is slipping away if I can’t even stay awake to read about my friends lives online.
Wow I’m boring.
