spoiled chinese girl

So thanks to everyone who's volunteered their ebay accounts to me for a fun joke. I don't need any more volunteers, and I am seriously debating how this mini-prank will go down. I have 4 more days so it should be a good one.

Anyways, I am off to unhook my main computer from the rest of the extra-curricular thingies attached to it, bring it to my friends house, and have him scrub my harddrive clean and hopefully reinstall stuff so it works better than it does now. Thanks to Derek for getting me a program to back up everything on a disapearing partition, but when the other end of the stick is ALSO buggering up on me something's up. The annoying thing is my dad built this computer up for me less than a year ago, and I've already lost all the data on it at least once before, maybe twice. Usually all during exam times. And always after I *THINK* to backup everything, but before I actually *DO*.

Seriously. Do you realize the first time my computer was up, I had over 10gb of porn, that I just LOST and I can't seem to find how to replace?? 10gb! I freaking LOVED it. Anyways. Hopefully it won't take that long to scrub and fix. If it does I'll end up leaving it there but I do have a spare computer so not all is lost. I'll be online don't you fret!

See ya later.

If you've got one and you want to help me with a somewhat joke auction, please feel free to contact me. I put up an auction for my friend's band bootlegged video, and I want someone to pretend to buy it. You won't have to actually purchase it, unless you are serious that you want to, but it would make my joke that much better if I got at least one buyer. (While I would love to start a bidding war on it, I really don't want to pay ebay a whole lot for commission though!)

Really. IM me and I'll let you in on the secretive details.

Out of all the depressive episodes I've been having lately that were or were not alcohol related, I'm slightly cheerful today.

Sure work sucks because I'm getting more and more stuff piled onto me mainly because my bosses are lazy asses, but really I guess it's a good thing because it's more junk I can use on my resume for when I say “So long suckers!” one day…

I have a date tonight. With someone who promises me lots of laughs. AND he can ride a unicycle! How hot is that?!?

All I can ever think of anymore is what I could attempt next. There isn't anything more in the world I want, but it's the one I likely can't have. As many times as my best friends will warn me, I don't hear them and I won't listen. I know I'm going to end badly but I don't care. There's very few things I care about anymore, and this is one of them. As much as I try to not be emo, there's really no point in pretending anymore. I wish I could care more about other things and less about this. What's worse is no one really knows, or if they do, they don't know when to shut up.