Alcoholic dreaming
All I can ever think of anymore is what I could attempt next. There isn't anything more in the world I want, but it's the one I likely can't have. As many times as my best friends will warn me, I don't hear them and I won't listen. I know I'm going to end badly but I don't care. There's very few things I care about anymore, and this is one of them. As much as I try to not be emo, there's really no point in pretending anymore. I wish I could care more about other things and less about this. What's worse is no one really knows, or if they do, they don't know when to shut up.
