Everybody always gave you what you wanted! You never had to work, it was always there! You dont know what its like…
I have begun to set myself into a pattern of days. Mondays are reserved for school and “Oh my god, I have so much to do today!” Tuesdays are mainly “Crap, I have to be in class at 8am, but hell, I'll finish by 10am/12pm (depending on the week)” and my goal is to attend the exercise facilities at my place of residence in the afternoon. Wednesdays are sleep-in days, where I shall attempt to wake up at normal working hours, to organize myself and again attend the exercise facilities, or perhaps work on projects later on. Thursdays are my most productive day of the week. It again is a “sleep-in day” yet I am usually up and productive far before class, can retire myself to the educational institute a multitude of times for various small tasks and am most constant in my exercise habits at the facilities, as well as unicycle club that evening. Fridays are so far reserved for the chiropractor, but that may soon change. Saturdays and Sundays are days of rest and relaxation until the amount of concentration needed for school rises.
The first professor that interviewed me for a position as Academic Assistant has rejected my application, citing that someone with a more compatable class schedule was chosen. Them's the breaks, she knew what my schedule was when she interviewed me. The second professor had said at the interview to call him back at 5pm the same day for an answer, and when I called, received the message that his decision will be deferred until the following week. Which in my mind sounds like “I must check out some other options first, because you may not be what I'm looking for.” Which is fine. Unlike many of my peers, I at least took the chance of rejection by applying, where they instead accept and expect rejection by not bothering to apply. So many people fear the possibility of rejection, and instead choose to accept the certainty of rejection instead. While I do the same with lottery tickets, I choose to save my money for something that will promise me a return, instead of play with my hopes and dreams.
I was able to become a creative quasi-designer today. Nothing fancy, but UnrealTear allowed me creative freedom on his IAM page, and the results are now publicly aired. I enjoy small creative tasks, because they take up very little time and energy, yet still let me play and go through the motions of thinking things clearly. Currently there are three designs on IAM that are of my creation that I am perfectly proud to call designs I created. Besides my own, UnrealTear that I just finished, Jana's is the third. Perhaps later on there will be more. I am such a minimalistic person when it comes to webpages. I do not deal well with excess, and I do not deal well with limitations.
My left ass cheek really hurts. I'm not particularly sure why. It may be from last night's escapade of unicycle riding where I kept attempting to ride lopsided due to a very painful medical condition creating a very sensitive and sore spot. Either way, the most redundant yet fun conversation ensewed. “You've been doing this for a really long time now. Why can't you ride yet?” “Because I keep falling.” “But what's causing you to fall?” “Gravity.” Alright, I admit, this is not an accurate transcription of the conversation. But it sounds about right. So there.
I still need a good portion of pictures for that survey that was posted a few entries down. These will be my project for tomorrow, and by the beginning of the work week shall be completed.
