Warning that this entry makes no sense is placed here.
People honestly need to learn to grow the f*** up. I swear, I may not have matured a lot in the past few months, or the past few years, but even I can tell that there is more than just a marked difference in how I conduct myself today than last year. But communication between those who were past friends and past lovers gets you thinking, especially when you can see them as the people they truly are. The stupid dumb f***s you never should have hung out with to begin with.
This isnt really a reflection on 2003, read through the probably 80-100 most recent diary entries and you can just READ about my 2003 as it happened. But last night I took a peek into what my life was like in 2000-2002. And its funny. There is most definitely a difference in people who have actually matured as people, and those who either wish to stay in their perfect pre-teen worlds or are oblivious to the fact the world does NOT revolve around them.
While trying to not be my own best friend, I do believe I can safely say that I have grown and matured over the past, I do not say this just to prove my net worth, there is more than ample proof, from various diaries to logged conversations and other sustainable evidence. The fact that some people cannot mature past the age of 16, or choose not to, or even go backwards through the evolutionary revolution. I pity them, for those who will be running circles the rest of their lives destined to only live out their lives struggling and never understanding true happiness does not come from anothers suffering.
Perhaps the people of tomorrow, the ones that only live in yesterday, have yet to learn that in order to be true to themselves they must act like themselves, instead of these overly-hyped up cartoon-version that their innermost fears have created. Nothing will be accomplished if they believe in only one set of truth, only one set of logic and discard any that dare question their authority. Pretending to be someone else will not have you accomplish any goals, and only make yourself look to be a right idiot when youre finished.
Sometimes I think Im too smart for my own good, but usually I just realize this is a part of growing up.
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|Hi Mister/Miss(invisible) that's visited me 18 times in the past 5 days!!
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